Archive for July, 2010

FMTWG’s Summer 2010 Mix-CD

July 31, 2010

Last year I couldn’t find enough nice songs to fill a “Summer 2009” CD, so let’s see if the music industry have done it better this year πŸ™‚ Presenting “FMTWG’s Summer 2010” CD:

Laserkraft 3D – Nein Mann”

That’s one of my discoveries this year – thΠ΅sΠ΅ guys rock. Even the video is awesome! I know that it’s not a music for everyone, but it’ll get you, you’ll see, or not, still it’s the ultimate late party track to me πŸ™‚


Good News

July 27, 2010

So yesterday the secretary of my professor (“my” professor? he’s not like my personal professor, but my tutor or something, you know) send me an e-mail, that he has good news for me and I should contact him.


Glasses and Personality

July 24, 2010

Wearing glasses do affect how people see you, e.g. as more conscientious, smart (here; here). There is even some correlation between introversion, low openness for experience and wearing glasses (here), glasses can make you less attractive and harder to remember (here). What do I think of that crap?


Is it good or is it bad…

July 22, 2010

that “crazy” people always find me and talk to me on the bus stop, in the bus, tram or train, on the street… And in Bielefeld there are a lot of them. The strange thing is, that I often don’t even notice that they’re not quite normal before we talk.

I’ll tip good, you?

Music Tolerance?

July 21, 2010

I consider myself open-minded and not judgmental, but that happens to me all the time:

I’m at a party and I’m talking to someone, we get along, then a song is being played, that he/she doesn’t like and it goes like that:

He/She: “OMG, that crap again, I can’t understand how some people can call that music.”


My new Blogroll or what & why I read :)

July 17, 2010

As lately my “Google-Reader” (o yeah, I’m using Google now, does somebody have better suggestions?) is becoming too stuffed to read and have an overview, I want to make an overview of the most important feed there, that will replace the blogroll (you can also find it as a page under my about-page). More or less as a reminder for myself and as something for you to read I’ll try also to explain why do I read something. So here we go:


Image of the mood :)

July 12, 2010

via ICANREAD of course and iheart-myself πŸ™‚

A little discussion?

July 11, 2010

I saw that on Elvia’s Blog and I though that it could do a good discussion. I’ll not make it a competition for “twitter follow backs”, everyone gets just an interesting discussion. I’ve posted my opinion on Elivia’s Blog, here I’m more interested in yours πŸ˜‰ So here we go:



July 10, 2010

I’ve just realized that today: for me acceptance is just a pretty word for “I declare myself for defeated”.

If I accept the things, like they are, I admit that I’m not capable or don’t want to change them… And that’s just wrong, I think.

A lot of people say to me at one point or another: “You’ll see when you grow up, that’s just the rebellion of the youth, it’ll go away…” (is it a disease, or a mental disorder?) or “Once I was also young and stupid like you, but someday you’ll see that it’s senseless and you’ll grow up”.

So let me translate that (to myself): “Growing up means giving up, if you want to be part of our “normal grown-up club” you’ll have to give up and call that “grown-up”.

Well, no thanks, grown-ups, your club sucks big time! I’ll have to accept my absence of acceptance (is that some kind of paradox now or what?) and do the best of it :).


About… Temptation! (3) Revenge!!!

July 9, 2010

Wow, that’s a lot of exclamation marks up there?

-Yep, that’s because Revenge is an exclamatory feeling (is it a feeling ❓ ), that’s also why I’ll write Revenge with a capital letter here.

So, so- Revenge! May be you’ve noticed that this third part of “The Temptation Trilogy” πŸ˜‰ comes a little bit late (here the first and second one), that’s because I haven’t really made my peace with Revenge and I’m “ping-ponging” about my attitude towards Revenge too.

On the one hand, Revenge is a great temptation, may be even greater as desire, because it’s really sooo sweet. I would think about Revenge and picture a slice of a really, really tasty cake and I can feel, physically feel, how the cake/the Revenge is drawing me in to itself, it’s whispering, with a deep, dark, sexy and very tempting voice “Come, take a bite/Revenge yourself”. If you look up “Revenge” in Leo, you’ll see the phrase “to satisfy one’s desire ❗ for Revenge“. And yep, Revenge is just sooo sweet, on the one hand.

But on the other hand Revenge is just dumb. It’s not wrong, I don’t believe that Revenge is wrong or bad, but just that it’s stupid . That’s what helps me not to do it. You know, if there’s something really sweet, that you shouldn’t be doing, you’ll just wanna do it more and more. But if that sweet thing has really bad consequences and does make you and others feel really bad in the long term, there’s no point in doing it. And, like with a really tasty cake, Revenge is a very tempting, exquisite desert with very, very bad aftertaste, a short moment of pleasure ending with more people feeling bad as before.

I’ll stop here. If clarification is necessarily, just ask :). I’ll be glad if one yellow scorpio/dandelion πŸ˜‰ share a view/a story on/of Revenge, because it seems to me that I’ve lost the scorpio Revenge passion & talent (if she has one, I’m just guessing).

*Wordpress says, that “desire” is a complex expression, WTF?, people are not that stupid yet…

*delicious pictures from the smitten kitchen

*good article on the topic:)

*a poem about Revenge