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Sweaty People

August 17, 2010

I really don’t get it – what’s the problem with sweating?

I’m from the sweaty people, especially for a girl I sweat a lot. I sweat when it’s hot, when I’mย nervous, when it’s winter and I’m nervous, when I had aย coffee, when Iย exercise, when I’m running, etc… (and I’m not fat, sweating is not just for overweight people, it’s for all people with normally functional perspiratory glands!).


About… Temptation! (3) Revenge!!!

July 9, 2010

Wow, that’s a lot of exclamation marks up there?

-Yep, that’s because Revenge is an exclamatory feeling (is it a feeling โ“ ), that’s also why I’ll write Revenge with a capital letter here.

So, so- Revenge! May be you’ve noticed that this third part of “The Temptation Trilogy” ๐Ÿ˜‰ comes a little bit late (here the first and second one), that’s because I haven’t really made my peace with Revenge and I’m “ping-ponging” about my attitude towards Revenge too.

On the one hand, Revenge is a great temptation, may be even greater as desire, because it’s really sooo sweet. I would think about Revenge and picture a slice of a really, really tasty cake and I can feel, physically feel, how the cake/the Revenge is drawing me in to itself, it’s whispering, with a deep, dark, sexy and very tempting voice “Come, take a bite/Revenge yourself”. If you look up “Revenge” in Leo, you’ll see the phrase “to satisfy one’s desire โ— for Revenge“. And yep, Revenge is just sooo sweet, on the one hand.

But on the other hand Revenge is just dumb. It’s not wrong, I don’t believe that Revenge is wrong or bad, but just that it’s stupid . That’s what helps me not to do it. You know, if there’s something really sweet, that you shouldn’t be doing, you’ll just wanna do it more and more. But if that sweet thing has really bad consequences and does make you and others feel really bad in the long term, there’s no point in doing it. And, like with a really tasty cake, Revenge is a very tempting, exquisite desert with very, very bad aftertaste, a short moment of pleasure ending with more people feeling bad as before.

I’ll stop here. If clarification is necessarily, just ask :). I’ll be glad if one yellow scorpio/dandelion ๐Ÿ˜‰ share a view/a story on/of Revenge, because it seems to me that I’ve lost the scorpio Revenge passion & talent (if she has one, I’m just guessing).

*Wordpress says, that “desire” is a complex expression, WTF?, people are not that stupid yet…

*delicious pictures from the smitten kitchen

*good article on the topic:)

*a poem about Revenge


About… donations?

June 24, 2010

Donating (I really don’t like that word, therefore the question mark above…) is a weird feeling for me. It’s mostly good of course, that’s why I do it. You have the chance to help someone, who really needs your help, that’s really amazing.

But it’s also confusing for me, simply because I don’t have a lot of money. In fact I have about the minimum on money that I need to cover my bills. But I don’t feel poor, not like before, unlike a lot of other colleague students that could make more money then me, but feel poor. That’s nice. Actually being and feeling poor really sucks and feeling the comfort of having a little money rather then no money is great.

People often talk about cherishing the little that you have, but many can not do it, just because they’ve never had less then they have now. I did. So now sometimes I try to cherish what I have by helping someone, that have less. That happens mostly spontaneous and may be in a moment of some kind of “good feeling”. And sometimes, like now, the doubt, that I gave too much money, more than I can afford, bothers me afterwards. Mostly only because people around me talk like I should really be counting every cent (not that I couldn’t use some of that…) and never ever thinking about donating something till I make couple of thousands a moth.

So actually, it’s not like I should keep my money for me, but other people should give more than they do ๐Ÿ™‚

Giving and sharing the little that you have is really a good thing, so go do it (they are a lot of ways, find your own ๐Ÿ™‚ (you could take a look here ) instead of just joining another group in facebook ๐Ÿ™‚

ps. here and here are two great posts (in Bulgarian) about giving from Tisho ๐Ÿ™‚


About… Death

May 3, 2010

Death is natural. I know that. But it’s still weird to deal with it. An old friend of mine died this week. He was only 24. We’ve pretty much lost contact in the last years and therefore we weren’t that close anymore, but why should that means, that I shouldn’t be sad about his death?


About… Temptation! (2) Curiosity

April 24, 2010

If you want to find out what this post is about, click here ๐Ÿ™‚


About… Temptation! (1) Desire

April 20, 2010

I’ve always loved that quote by Oscar Wilde: “I can resist everything except temptation”

It’s just true, at least for me, or at least in the way that I comprehend it. For me it’s really simple: Why should I resist a temptation? Is temptation bad? Is it wrong? Should I fight temptation? Am I bad person if I don’t resist it? Am I a good person if I do resist it? Don’t know and NO, no, no, no, no, NO!


25 random things about me

April 15, 2010

So, Ashwin has started it and I’m playing along now.

1. I’m unorganized. I have my own order, that seems messy for some people, but I love it, because it’s flexible and changes all the time. That leads us to –>

2. I love change. I don’t know if change is the purpose of life, but it is somehow to me. Change doesn’t necessarily means development, but I know for sure that change is required in order to achieve some development. That leads us to –>

3. I’m under construction, not only my blog. I may have a great personality already and I’ve kind of always had, but I hope that it’ll never be finished, that would be sad.


About… Blogging :)

March 30, 2010

I’ll make it short for the busy people: I like Blogging, it’s cool and fun ๐Ÿ™‚

The not so busy people are welcome to read on ๐Ÿ˜‰

So, I blog since 03.01.09, that’s about 5 months now. I must say that I’m really happy with my blog so far. If you want to know why and to get inspired to make your own blog, read on ๐Ÿ˜‰


About… HATE

March 24, 2010

OMG, hate… Hate is such a useless feeling, not constructive in any way and just pointless (I’m talking about “regular” hate, not hate in case of war, killing, death etc.). And still, when somebody does something really bad and mean, really, really bad to you, what would you do? Hate him?

What’s the point? What would your hate change? Would you feel better? Would the hated person regrets what he has done?


About… being a scorpio :)

March 13, 2010

As I’ve said I’m technically a scorpio and I find it interesting enough to post about it. Why shouldn’t I? Scorpio is the best sign! Here’s why:

1. Everybody knows it. Yeah, I really mean that everybody knows something about that sign, so you never have to explain yourself ๐Ÿ˜‰ Great, ha?

It’s pretty much like studying psychology- everybody knows something about it and comes with his prejudice, fears and curiosity. For some studying psycho or being a scorpio will be really exiting, for others frightening, but for most people it’s just a reason to be more “careful”. I’m fine with that, it’s actually interesting to see what people want to hide or what they fear.

But at least nobody will ask: “Hm, (geophysics, capricorn, ect.), what’s that like?”

2. Well, you have really good chances to have a very stong sexuality, it’s pretty great.

3. You’re a really good friend and partner.

4. You can also be bad, if you have to.

5. You care about stuff.

6. You just have that look, that all scorpios have and all other people loves and desires.

There’re definetly more reasons why scorpio is the best- help me out here ๐Ÿ˜‰

ps. in school people were talking about black and white scorpios, if there are such things, I’m definitely a white (if white is good;)