Posts Tagged ‘change’

No Lies in 2011 ?!?

January 9, 2011

Happy New Year to all of you, I hope you’ve had a nice time during the holidays  ❗ 🙂

In this new year something strange has been happening to me, I somehow lost my ability or more like my affinity to lie. I don’t know exactly how or when this happened, but lately (after new years) I just found myself trapped in telling the truth. When asked about something – I’m just answering, and not only with some answer, but with the truth. No different stories for different people and different moods, no little lies just for the fun of it or simply out of the urge not to open myself too much etc. All that fun is gone since the arrival of 2011.



July 10, 2010

I’ve just realized that today: for me acceptance is just a pretty word for “I declare myself for defeated”.

If I accept the things, like they are, I admit that I’m not capable or don’t want to change them… And that’s just wrong, I think.

A lot of people say to me at one point or another: “You’ll see when you grow up, that’s just the rebellion of the youth, it’ll go away…” (is it a disease, or a mental disorder?) or “Once I was also young and stupid like you, but someday you’ll see that it’s senseless and you’ll grow up”.

So let me translate that (to myself): “Growing up means giving up, if you want to be part of our “normal grown-up club” you’ll have to give up and call that “grown-up”.

Well, no thanks, grown-ups, your club sucks big time! I’ll have to accept my absence of acceptance (is that some kind of paradox now or what?) and do the best of it :).